Wednesday, October 26, 2005
eh actually i have nothing much to say today
just blogging for the heck of it
past few days had some extra lessons , tried doing some gp stuff
still difficult, especially when it comes to rephrasing
oh if u go to the library u'll propably see lots of people studying .....
thats at 9 in the morning
that was on monday
for me, i probably be snoozing in bed until close to 11 am before crawling out of bed
thats cos i sleep late like around now close to 2 am,
studying at home can be both productive or an entire waste of effort
it depends on the mindset
doing maths gives u instant gratification cos u can check the ans
unfortunately the same cant be said for econs and hist >_<
all rite thats enough ramblings off to bed
1:51:00 AM
One week and a blue letter
Friday, October 21, 2005
so one week has passed
and i got my enlistment letter today.
going off to tekong on 7th april 06 at 1130 am, bmtc school 2
was hoping i get posted to police instead of army
heh well cant have everything u want.........
well thats a couple of months away, i wanna enjoy my civillian life while i can after the A levels
the future looks bright yet so much uncertainty
thats the problem
u cant look into what will happen in the future,
even if u could, would u want to noe what happens to u say 10 years from now?
for me i wouldnt noe
it would be nice, if u had ur wishes fufilled but what if
it wasnt?..........
well i got some bridge withdrawal sypmtoms, the feeling of playing a game of brigde is intellecually stimulating
though it difficult to win the game....
cos i cant keep track of what cards have already come out
managed to watch avent children with subtitles at last
final fantasy
never ending series with ff 12 coming out next year and kingdom hearts 2 as well
cant wait to get my hands on it and immerse in fantasy again
they say around march 06 then it will be released, that leaves a month or so to finish it before i get shipped off to an offshore island and don a green uniform................
11:18:00 PM
Friday, October 14, 2005
and so graduation has passed
the official end of my school life in cj excluding the A levels
i take with me memories
both bitter and sweet
a wise principal once said
the time between 15 -24years old
will see u undergoing a transformation
starting out as a secondary 3 student and hopefully coming out as a fresh graduate out of uni and entering the workforce
i dont know how to describe this mixed feelings
even though there were mani bitter accounts that left a deep scar on my soul...
the days of feeling abosulutely down...........
the feelings of failure.......
STill
leaving school only leads to a world of uncertainty that the future holds.
i wont kid myself by saying it was pleasant, rather it was a rocky journey fraught with times of distress but still i want to unhappiness behind me and look foward
class of 2t07 04/05
gals
drea- bubbly and upbeat gal , discipline counsellor
zhi- young and dynamic lady, shooting captain , infectious laughter
Cla- cheerful and brings a smile to your face, gp rep
Mel- responsible maths rep, dont let her small frame fool you though
Ming- big sister of the class " da jie"
Map- source of all juicy information in school
Just- girl who will dazzle with her dance moves, be meserised!
Ale- HArdworking girl and it really shows, chinese rep in yr 1, guai girl, aminah the maid
Jo- quiet girl, draws very well and has the neatest handwriting in class, promising artist, left hander
Aud- pass her the money!! class treasurer , one of the few lefthanders
Nesh- want fashion tips, just ask nesh!
Guys
Byron- muscleman, got brains and brawns, pe rep
Yao- Smart lah, good at singing
Lester- Siao eh, no one comes close to playing card games with him, excels in history
ZZ- Mr Fuzz, Singer to be, left handed, comedian, philosiphical and optimistic
JJ- fencing captain, talks a lot of funny stuff, u wont forget his peronality
Dom- econs whiz, econs rep, anithing about anime and computers just ask him
Sam- Class hunk, canoeist , muscleman
Yt- Leader of the class, soccer player, Home tutorial councillor, very knowledgeble
Bren- Loud, wild, determined
me? - as described by my history teacher, forgetable personality who doesnt talk much
not forgetting
1t9 jan-march 04
kel- caring and concerned, upbeat personality, "cheerleader" of the class
Jx- Tall with long legs, tracker, devoted christian,
Joel- running is his forte, able leader
Jan- nice guy who plays soccer well, full of wisdom
Laura- boundless energy, no one can stop her!
Maria- haha treasurer for a while
in short
it was a rollercoaster journey
with extreme highs and lows
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ai no point blogging further
what i want to say is difficult to express in words in a rational manner
thats all for now
Song
Greenday- Time of your life
Another turning point - a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist - directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you have the time of your life
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang them on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you have the time of your life
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you have the time of your life
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
till next time
11:34:00 PM
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
First post since switching to a new comp since the old one blew
prelim results got back last week
not good especially maths
CEF with c5 for gp
maths is the failed subject
22.5/100 for paper 1 and 28.5/100 for paper 2
overall about 26 marks out of 100
the worst thing was having to do a maths mock the day after receiving prelim results
again i was hoping for improvement for paper 1
got improvement of 2.5 marks
failed again with 25/100
for the A levels i would be satisfied with a pass for maths
25 marks leap
daunting it is, but i will try
grad day is coming
the end of a rocky journey is within reach
will talk more bout that in another post when it is over
thats all for now
12:31:00 AM
end of sept
Saturday, October 01, 2005
ITs childrens day
October is here
a new month
Sian lar the age of innonence is long gone
only animosity and suspicions linger
what a sad life
FINALLY after about one month,
found lyrics to a song that evokes emotions and is aptly named
love it to bits
short and sweet
category: eurodance/techno/electronica
Barcera: Secret Of Love
Alone in the darkness, Alone with my tears ( i can identify with this)
I've lost my illusions, I'm lost in my fears ( same here)
Alone in the darkness, Alone in the night ( wau lau spot on man)
I'm waiting for you and I'm waiting for light ( yeah ........its nice to have a companion)
But when the night is gone, life will still go on
And the darkness comes again ( troubles? they are everywhere)
And the bright blue sky turns to grey
and Iwonder why i cant forget ( why do bad memories linger for so long)
It's a secret of love, It's a secret of dreams
I've been lost in my fears, love is not what it seems
It's a secret that I, need you here by my side ( who doesnt want people to be there for you?)
Never can't get enough
Its a secret, a secret, a secret of love
Alone in the darkness, I'm waiting for you
I cry for the day when my dreams will come true
Alone in the darkness, Alone I fall asleep
It's hard to forget when my love is so deep
It's a secret of love
But when the night is gone, life will still go on
And the darkness comes again
And the bright blue sky turns to grey and
Iwonder why i cant forgetIt's a secret of love,
It's a secret of dreams
I've been lost in my fears, life is not what it seems
It's a secret that I, need you here by my side
Never can't get enough
Its a secret, a secret, a secret of love.
It's a secret of love
On a side note, my maths tutor in school has got chicken pox............
which means effectively theres no maths teacher to guide my class in maths
another side note
just wanna wish all children happy childrens day
play all you want for you are only a child once
12:13:00 AM
